Saturday, August 29, 2009
What is worth the effort to keep going on? when you've ran out of chocolate, strength, and your friends are unable to be with you to walk through it?

whirlwind of emotions running through my mind
so well blended i cant tell for myself how i'm feeling right now
happysadregrettiredragehoperemorsecontent?
we've walked our paths, craving our roads, treading through the old and new
our navigation's as clear as the storm
do we keep track of the path, or push on forward?

2morow's renyue's confirmation..pray for her
the day next is teacher's day..
teachers used to say that the best present is grades
despite it, presents are still our way of gratitude
would it still be worth it if our results are less than desirable?

time is one precious resourse which everyone must have a course to handle and manage
we dwindle it better than money
and it is non-renewable
the energy we expand to cover it up makes us tire and slow down
has time really been earned back?

the real jewels and fruits are along our journey
we need the sense and feelings to recognise it
the end is just the receipt
and most end up without the groceries
the road so long it's useless going to backtrack to collect the goods again
so we carry on going ahead
or at least, that's what we perceive, no matter how near the goods are actually laid behind waiting for us to reclaim it
it is futile to lament
and it gives hope to think of possibilities, no matter how ridiculous it may be
procrastination should be forbidden
for it kills the essense of time
along with our lives




current music: True - Ryan Cabrera
current mood: blended
--Iyner, misfit-me at 11:11 PM
Monday, August 17, 2009
what is this "homework" of which you speak of?

may i take your order Madame/Sir?
Today's Special : Mix Blend of Emotions

SORROW
lost something precious 2day, and not taking about my sanity
cos i lost that ages ago
time is running short and im behind by 2 bars
and the typhoon in Taiwan was really heart-rendering
the damage and impact caused, lives ruined..
and the celebrities aiding them
does it take fame for one to actually make a significant impact?

HOPE
had a really gd youth meeting on sunday
with our speaker gregory
have to find his facebook, he says
touched on highly sensitive and essential topics
which would definitely help us alot
god bless us all
and renyue's confirmation is coming in 2 weeks
can remember how my own confirmation was like...bleah XD
gonna have to break from legion to focus on A's

JOY
finished another econs case study and chem stuff =)
found new direction
halfway thru Merry Christmas
Assumption of Mary our Mother last saturday
and Up was touching and heart-warming

SELF-LOATHE
post-it to self:
control your life
esp when it comes to camera batteries
Agape, Eroti, Feliniu(cant remember how to spell)

DISTURBED
why should i be concerned about sram?
差异一直存在，别想那么多。。。

时间不多，抱握时刻
加油加油！

i need a little more luck than a little bit
cos every time i get stuck the words dont fit
and everytime i try i get tongue-tied
i need a little gd luck to get me by each time



加油！



current mood: disturbed
current song : 记得，珊瑚海
--Iyner, misfit-me at 10:22 PM
Sunday, August 9, 2009
annnnnd...
hey ho, its august
with 83 days left to the A's this is the progress thus far
maths weak in differential equations, integration, and functions XP
vectors graphing and complex slightly dangerous
for chem surprisingly my organic is weak, followed by electrochem and ionic equilibrium and entrophy
haha, my inorganic now stronger than organic XD how ironic
weak in everything for physics as obvious, i dont know how to answer questions
economics will be a struggle...starting from scratch in the special class in lectures now, but its really informative, back to basics, gd for me
gp is kinda a dice roll, which should be, so should read more now
and argue with my sister some more XD



when in doubt, write everything down!
even a little work is still work
JIAYOU!



with the firm resolve to study full steam ahead,
let's hope we're not dragged down by long chatty nights and stupid stuff XP
library oh library, quite contrary gd place to study but hard to find places
im looking at container classroom of outside staffroom
previous consultation wasnt very gd for me cos i realised i forgot the stuff i wanted to ask, so better prepare for consultation now that its high in demand XP



still cant forget CO farewell =)
first was the mafia game
haha, sry jingyu, thanks for saving me so many times =)
then was searching for poker cards with our names on it
to me it was very symbolic, gd job on that game, i like =)
then wet game was the best i ever had, coming close to legion wet game XD
adelynn was screaming her head off, had to rescue her XD
and the amazing ambush of the exco from the 3rd floor was fantastic (applause)
then the string quartet totally surprised me, i wanna play too!!
candles, photos, present, speeches, wow oh wow



the night b4 hypotesting test
sry, should be day
CO practice and buffet!
we were so HIGH
singing our SYF songs with chun hao =) til super late!!
then went to macs to study hypotesting

--Iyner, misfit-me at 1:53 PM