Tuesday, June 1, 2010
i don't have to be a big time rock star
or a popular movie star
don't have to become a renowned athlete
or a widely celebrated wiseman
to inspire or aspire

there seems to be no end of people who i'm in awe of
musicians
sportsmen
celebrities
seniors
peers
and they always leave me thinking, "hey, i want to do something like that too!"
and i would be saturated with high spirits and motivational energy, propelling towards attempting new stuffs
and...more often than desired, i give up halfway XP

take learning the piano as one example
initially i started with afew songs
i finished River Flows In You, and 90% of Secret
but other songs....lets just say they they're unfinished
and it reminds me of my songs that i haven't finished writing
and it's because i just "lost the feeling and desire to finish it"

listening to some old songs which i used to listen to in sec school was...enlightening?
i was reminded of the enthusiasm i had, together with CRYSI-Z and all
writing songs about anything and everything before after, in between lessons (Recess!)
we had many funny ideas and hilarious concepts for music videos and lyrics
and Lurvesick was supposedly our first self-made album to be shared within our group of friends
although that album is far from reality, we had our own first 'gig' in '08 =)
though we have alot to improve and we lacked alot of stuff, i'd say we're doing just fine
and just 2 weeks ago when i met yc to pass him some army stuff, the idea just hit me in the face
"hey, how about we do it all again, as a return of CRYSI-Z, ORD concert after we finish NS?"
awesomeness right?
haha, yupyup

my plan is that, since we've got another....double digit months, it should be than enough time to chose/write songs
then in dec 2012 when we ORD, we'll play again for our friends again
probably in another location, cos the "hole" at nick's house didnt have exactly gd sound atmosphere
maybe a studio?
and we'll have ryan as our techno man for photos and videos!
and maybe get some REAL gigs =)

lots of ideas are like, popping in my mind everyday
that i just have to get a notebook to jot them all down
everyday brings something new and mind-blowing....dam
can't wait!

looking back at old stuffs may be a waste of time for others
but i think i simply relish in the memories of yesteryear
hope i don't become addicted to it



current mood: wondering, wandering...
current song: I Love You -Martina Mcbride
--Iyner, misfit-me at 8:32 PM