Saturday, October 30, 2010
emotions are constantly spurting against the walls of my head
i guess it's what being human is like

and today was my last violin lesson for the year
cos every other sat will be interrupted
thinking back, this on month was quite enjoyable
despite visible slack in my playing
countless thoughts....

jxy's in less than a month away!
and our program are half-baked XP
will have to drill myself to finish writing the programs
and songs...
thinking of recruiting ruth and reuben...hmmm...
brightside, my design for the camp shirt is done =)

now is the o lvl period, hope the others are doing well
and in another 2 weeks will be the A levels, god bless them
jiayou jiayou you guys!
legion, NYCO, Marty 4, Group 4 juniors, all the way!

will be preparing for the dec cog too
nov is not much,being just support
have to get the drum solo down...
haha, children's march!

no time to work on my songs lately but will resume it after camp i guess
still haven given my present yet...
wow, actually there's more than one XD

driving was quite gd
2nd lesson was pretty much on my own
practicing changing gear
still stalled ALOT XP
but i think im getting the hag of it =)
leoson and barnabas....faster go for lessons XD

as for piano...haiz
just gotta practice
got most of the scales down...separately XP
and the pieces...still need work
AND those xmas songs
maybe i'll work on them with edwin...master of dragon hall XD

for drum?
got improvement =)
but not as much as wls hoped =P
working hard on it!

the purpose of the junior curia...
don't forget it
ying shui xi yan
never forget the fun, but never forget the work too
as mary's soldiers

the devil finds work for idle hands
so that's what it meant
amen

current song: Brielle - Sky Sailing
current mood: busy
--Iyner, misfit-me at 8:12 PM
Saturday, October 23, 2010
ok, have some stuffs to reflect on

ok, this is unofficially one full week of my planned life
and it's already squashing me XP

i realised that although i may have some time, it is also not utilised
and i hardly give myself enough time to rest
have to stop the inefficiency before it becomes....serious XP

first driving lesson was..a little unnerving
haha, it was actually kinda cool, but i have no feel for the gas and clutch pedals XP
and i consider myself not bad for stalling twice only, both when i was stationary =P
cant wait to drive properly....

for piano, all i can say is it's like any other instrument
patience, passion, and practice is what i need
for my violin and percussion too
jiayou jiayou renyi!

as for prayer life
i read 2 books which have been quite enlightening to me
you and why we do what we do in mass
which i read to have better prep for planning shen xiu programs for camp
i wouldnt say that im very much more prepared
but i more or less have an idea of what i need, and can do
and i should really stop finding excuses for myself
there is always time
it's only whether we seize it, treasure and cherish it

although it's not new for me to be saying i did a bad job
it's kinda getting me down
in band
in church
practically everything im doing right now....=(
失败及成功之母
希望我赶快发展！

dont let those "everything go wrong" days bring you down
there were also "everything was great" days right?

current music: Stroll On (my piano exam piece)
current mood: drowning in thoughts....
--Iyner, misfit-me at 9:04 PM
Thursday, October 14, 2010
ok, i hope im not killing myself like this...

yes, this is my month of adjustment, and 1.5 weeks have gone
i'll be needing more time management and rest if i am to get through this in one piece

it's been quite a whirlwind since september ended
the first week of october was off, so yup nothing
get called back for the COG XP
so went for my lesson "first"s'
there's always time
we just keep making excuses
when we just pause to look it through and think
there's alot we can use
and alot we can do and achieve
we just have to know our limits and our capabilities
if you want it bad enough, you'll work for it
and i'm working full throttle

Jiayou for O's and A's guys!
always the bitter before sweet





current song: Listen - Charice
current mood: beat
--Iyner, misfit-me at 10:14 PM