Tuesday, November 10, 2009
in a couple hours
we'll all be marching down the aislestakiing our our pens GCs ic and probably jacketscared
im really scared
my hands are trembling moderately uncontrollably
never felt this fear before
even when i got into trouble
or even for O lvls
was more prepared for Os i guess
the work's been done, the mistakes been made
but when it boils down i really cant imagine what next year mid feb when be like
staring at my targets, they suddenly feel so far away...
everybody everywhere
i look around and oh, it's there
friends and family all behind me
i cannot forget all that they've done
and the additional pressure they've added to my back
it is simultaneously comforting and crushing
it matters not the grade but the effort behind the gradelet's go everyone
no matter what we get
it'll be satisfactory enough to know we've put in our best
then the grades would be the best to us
this week
10 Nov (tues) - Maths P1 @ 2-5pm11 Nov (wed) - GP P1 @ 8-9.30am, P2 @ 10.15-11.45pm12 Nov (thrus) - Chemistry P3 @ 8-10am13 Nov (fri) - Maths P2 @ 8-11amnext week
17 Nov (tues) - Chemistry P2 @ 8-9.30am19 Nov (thurs) - Physics P2 @ 2-3.15pm20 Nov (fri) - Economics @ 2.30-5.30pmthird week
23 Nov (mon) - Chemistry P1 @ 2-3pm24 Nov (tues) - Physics P3 @ 8-10amlast30 Nov (mon) - Physics P1 @ 2-3.15pmcurrent mood: small
current song: According to You by Orianthi
--Iyner, misfit-me at 11:29 AM