Sunday, September 26, 2010
whoa it's the end of september already

i think that i'm thinking too much
thinking about too many things
what i have yet to do
what i want to do
what i should be doing
what i shouldn't be doing
what i did wrong
thinking about everything but what to do NOW
i even got my 2011 planner already today XP
have to start living in the present renyi....

there are so many things uncertain now
my violin lessons, driving lessons, percussion lessons
just because, as free as a SAF band musicians' life is, there's always a random event that'll cock up all your plans so you'll either waste your weekend, end later on a weekday, or end up with a free day with nothing to do
which constitutes to the frequent exchange of your free common times when everyone's free for uncommon times where everyone is not free

i have to start gaining back my momentum and confidence
no more self-pity!



current music: Figaro!
current mood: tired....
--Iyner, misfit-me at 9:46 PM