Saturday, October 23, 2010
ok, have some stuffs to reflect on

ok, this is unofficially one full week of my planned life
and it's already squashing me XP

i realised that although i may have some time, it is also not utilised
and i hardly give myself enough time to rest
have to stop the inefficiency before it becomes....serious XP

first driving lesson was..a little unnerving
haha, it was actually kinda cool, but i have no feel for the gas and clutch pedals XP
and i consider myself not bad for stalling twice only, both when i was stationary =P
cant wait to drive properly....

for piano, all i can say is it's like any other instrument
patience, passion, and practice is what i need
for my violin and percussion too
jiayou jiayou renyi!

as for prayer life
i read 2 books which have been quite enlightening to me
you and why we do what we do in mass
which i read to have better prep for planning shen xiu programs for camp
i wouldnt say that im very much more prepared
but i more or less have an idea of what i need, and can do
and i should really stop finding excuses for myself
there is always time
it's only whether we seize it, treasure and cherish it

although it's not new for me to be saying i did a bad job
it's kinda getting me down
in band
in church
practically everything im doing right now....=(
失败及成功之母
希望我赶快发展！

dont let those "everything go wrong" days bring you down
there were also "everything was great" days right?

current music: Stroll On (my piano exam piece)
current mood: drowning in thoughts....
--Iyner, misfit-me at 9:04 PM