Sunday, July 24, 2011
some night of reflection of mine
where do i start to think?
in church today i kinda hada sorta reflection
i relfected on how the church will be in like, 10, ok maybe 5 years time
who will be doing and be in charge of things?
well duh everyone will say me nick cindy
and the youths?
whatever that's left of us that is
well, we'll be pushing on in that dogged way
heck, maybe we dont even have a group anymore
and who knows, it could happen to legion too
if it rose once, it can fall
we simply forget the reasons why things were as such to begin with
why we go to church
why we pray
why we even do the things we do everyday
like many things traditional, it's done so deadset-edly that we are so ignorant
so it's no surprise that im also such a blind bat
i really wanna say a big WAKE UP to all my fellow peers
stop being so delusional and ignorant
stop wandering in the dark and take off your blindfolds
stop choosing to accept facts just like *that*
no wonder we're getting dumber the more we study
especially us JC kids....sigh
omt there's so many other thoughts marathon-ing in my mind
i'll take a break and rant them about next time
in other news
there's 2 more weeks of NDP to go!!!!!!!!!
=D=D=D=D=D
don't cry for me saturdays~
current song : What Doesn't Kill You -Kelly Clarkson
current mood: crazed
--Iyner, misfit-me at 8:55 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2011
--Iyner, misfit-me at 9:27 PM
some night of reflection of mine
where do i start to think?
in church today i kinda hada sorta reflection
i relfected on how the church will be in like, 10, ok maybe 5 years time
who will be doing and be in charge of things?
well duh everyone will say me nick cindy
and the youths?
whatever that's left of us that is
well, we'll be pushing on in that dogged way
heck, maybe we dont even have a group anymore
and who knows, it could happen to legion too
if it rose once, it can fall
we simply forget the reasons why things were as such to begin with
why we go to church
why we pray
why we even do the things we do everyday
like many things traditional, it's done so deadset-edly that we are so ignorant
so it's no surprise that im also such a blind bat
i really wanna say a big WAKE UP to all my fellow peers
stop being so delusional and ignorant
stop wandering in the dark and take off your blindfolds
stop choosing to accept facts just like *that*
no wonder we're getting dumber the more we study
especially us JC kids....sigh
omt there's so many other thoughts marathon-ing in my mind
i'll take a break and rant them about next time
in other news
there's 2 more weeks of NDP to go!!!!!!!!!
=D=D=D=D=D
don't cry for me saturdays~
current song : What Doesn't Kill You -Kelly Clarkson
current mood: crazed
--Iyner, misfit-me at 8:55 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2011
"living bicentury really makes me reflect about my life, im so old alraedy!"
-leoson huay
haha
seeing my friends turn twenty and etc
the thing i like about leoson is we can have mature discussions that are not too serious
they are actually quite funny most of the times XD
twenty years is really quite a long time to live
there can be so much that has happened and that has been done
so much that you have yet to do and so much you want
it's really a time to just PAUSE everything and reflect on everything that happened 20 years ago
deep thinking in process....
ANWS
yes woohoo SAF day is over
but my life is still quite busy
with NDP still going, im still away from xiaoming...sigh =(
and because of crappy parades like OCS, im keep away further from my cheng nian tuan meetings
almost forgot about meeting last friday too
have to get back in tune
remember what you have to do RENYI!!
thank goodness for the block off i have this week
pray that i dont procrastinate
as helpless as it may be, i have to make a list:
list of things to do in my short 4-day off week:
practice piano
practice guitar
tidy my JC notes for consultation
run
haircut(is my hair too long?)
finish writing drum solo(do i really need? do i have another COG?)
and im sure i still left out a couple of things on the list
it may seem short, but trust me
i'll have real difficulty in ATTEMPTING it =P
e-prep has my name on it!
further signs that ORD is near
i hope i can plan my life well after ORD
don't wanna waste my precious time
esp after turning twenty
please let me pass driving, merit for piano, and complete stand chart~
thinking about changing to wordpress...
i miss putting photos on my blog posts...
current mood: mind-boggled, too many things going on!
curren song: Victory -Bond
-leoson huay
haha
seeing my friends turn twenty and etc
the thing i like about leoson is we can have mature discussions that are not too serious
they are actually quite funny most of the times XD
twenty years is really quite a long time to live
there can be so much that has happened and that has been done
so much that you have yet to do and so much you want
it's really a time to just PAUSE everything and reflect on everything that happened 20 years ago
deep thinking in process....
ANWS
yes woohoo SAF day is over
but my life is still quite busy
with NDP still going, im still away from xiaoming...sigh =(
and because of crappy parades like OCS, im keep away further from my cheng nian tuan meetings
almost forgot about meeting last friday too
have to get back in tune
remember what you have to do RENYI!!
thank goodness for the block off i have this week
pray that i dont procrastinate
as helpless as it may be, i have to make a list:
list of things to do in my short 4-day off week:
practice piano
practice guitar
tidy my JC notes for consultation
run
haircut(is my hair too long?)
finish writing drum solo(do i really need? do i have another COG?)
and im sure i still left out a couple of things on the list
it may seem short, but trust me
i'll have real difficulty in ATTEMPTING it =P
e-prep has my name on it!
further signs that ORD is near
i hope i can plan my life well after ORD
don't wanna waste my precious time
esp after turning twenty
please let me pass driving, merit for piano, and complete stand chart~
thinking about changing to wordpress...
i miss putting photos on my blog posts...
current mood: mind-boggled, too many things going on!
curren song: Victory -Bond
--Iyner, misfit-me at 9:27 PM